#AtoZChallenge – the end!

For the A TO Z CHALLENGE, I blogged for 26 days in April (except Sundays) based on the alphabet, and my theme was #foodiefiction, inspired mostly by the foods of Singapore. 

I never thought I could do it.

I thought, hey, let’s just sign up and see how many I can do!

It was hard! A lot harder than I expected. And there were many nights as I sat at my laptop, a black space on Word, a cursor blinking away, that I wanted to just throw in the towel. Many days were spent thinking what am I going to write for this letter? Surprisingly though, inspiration for the the last few letters were easier to come by than some of the others. I cheated a little by using Chinese words. But hey, there was never a rule that said, use English only. Or maybe there was. I just never noticed it.

But on this last night, a few hours before my post for the letter Z is to go up, I feel a little bit sad that it’s over. I felt like it really opened my mind up, to start thinking about so many different things. Not just about the foods of Singapore, which was my theme for the challenge. But also about my relationship with Singapore, where I was born, where I grew up, but where I am not living at the moment.

Most of the pieces I wrote were fictional but some of them, especially the letter Z, had a few pieces of me within.

So here’s the thing. I used to be a writer. I used to write for newspapers. But I wasn’t much of a reporter. I didn’t know how to get out there and sniff out news and ask the right questions. For a long time after that I didn’t want to write. I still constantly doubt my writing ability. I still question if anyone out there would want to read what I am writing. That’s probably why it took me so long to sign up for this challenge and put up some non-book-related posts on this blog. (Yes I confess, I hide behind my book blog).

I have struggled for a long time with who I am. I know everyone does, so it feels silly to write this. But the past few years as a full-time mother I have felt so lost. What was I other than a wife and a mother? Who was I as a person?

It’s not as if participating in this challenge has solved all these questions, but the routine of sitting down at my desk every night after the kids go to bed, and typing out my silly little stories, it opened up something in me that I hadn’t felt for a while, a love for words, the idea that writing something, that reading something can make you long for something, make you hungry, make you feel something.

And so I don’t want to stop. I hope to sit down every night and write something. I haven’t the faintest idea where to begin, but maybe I will begin back at the letter A, and rewrite those stories that I wasn’t happy with, that I had rushed because I hadn’t had time to think of what my story for the next day would be.

I want to thank all of you for your likes and comments, for your kind words and encouragement, and also for sharing your own stories. I may not have been able to visit many other challenge participants, but I think I have made a new blog friend or two via the challenge.

I definitely will be taking part in the A to Z Challenge next year. Will you?

Here is the list of all my posts for the challenge. 

 

 

 

 

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16 thoughts on “#AtoZChallenge – the end!

  1. Looking forward to reading more of your stories! I felt the same too when I couldn’t think of what I would write for that day. And I didn’t even have a theme! But still, I felt every post had to reflect something about me, otherwise it wouldn’t come across as authentic.

    And here’s the thing – you ARE a writer!

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  2. I looked forward to your foodie posts .Read them avidly .I am fascinated with all the delicious food 💕 you share with us.Glad your going to continue with your writing.

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  3. Oh Sharlene, this post made me so happy! I love that you’re feeling inspired to write more! It sounds like this challenge has been wonderful for you in a lot of ways. 🙂 It sure was wonderful for us out here who got to read your stories every day!

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  4. Oh goodness, I can relate to trying to figure out what you do/who you are apart from being a mom. I’m so glad that writing these posts reminded you of your love for writing and I look forward to reading more. 🙂

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  5. Okay, somehow I missed that you were participating in this challenge? And I realized it’s because you’re not in my Feedly, but I’ve fixed that now.

    (Yes I confess, I hide behind my book blog).

    I can relate to his all to well. Congrats on finishing! WE DID IT.

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  6. I really enjoyed your series. Of course I liked the mentions of food, but also the way you linked to such subtle and wide ranging emotions. Well done – firstly, I know I couldn’t write something for 26 days in a row – but also for the delicious and delicate connections you made.

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